Rehearsals started this week and this week alone I have confronted soooo many issues. I feel like everytime I turn a corner, BAM, there's something else. It's so difficult and makes me question everything.
Is this the right time?
Will there ever be a right time?
Am I being punished for something I've done?
Was I hasty in my decisions?
Why is something always going wrong?
Should I call this whole thing off?
Should I give up?
Is this too hard?
I'm sure anyone that has started something that is close to their heart has been faced with these questions. And to be honest, I'm still asking them. But as much as all of the outside circumstances would tell me to throw in the towel, there is that nagging feeling in my gut that just won't let me let it go. How much greater and sweeter the end result when I pull this off.
When no one else will, I just need to keep encouraging myself that this CAN be done.
