Funny

It's funny when God closes one door...or in my case, many doors...how He opens so many others. And the other doors that He opens are significantly better than the ones that were closed. I just had to be patient cuz I was trying to fit all the wrong keys in the door and getting frustrated. Or I was trying to open it so badly and let in foolishness, or keep myself from shutting foolishness out.

So I'm thanking God for closed doors. They were so needed. So maybe it's not funny...just amazing!

Frustrated

So I've finally had time to sit down and write another post. But, BELIEVE ME, there has been a lot to talk about! You have absolutely no idea. I even flirted with the idea of making my posts private so I could really let loose. But I digress...

I have been going through it yall. All of it has just been making me nothing but frustrated. Personally and work wise. But, that may to be for another 'private' post. But through it all I'm pushing through. When one thing passes, something else always happens. But I'm stronger and better. All adding to that new me that I mentioned in my last post. I've seen that I've been able to push through things that I didn't think I could handle. But it has also been teaching me to truly rely on my God because He is the only One that can sustain me through any of it. And when I really rested on that, I felt so much lighter and less frustrated. Can you feel me on that?

I keep looking forward and trusting God to direct my path. And if I trip up a little, I know that He is there to catch me. If anything, He has been teaching me complete reliance. I have no other choice but to do that. So I keep praying that He does what He does so that I can completely let ALL of it go.

That doesn't mean that I'm still not frustrated. Lighter, but still a bit frustrated...