Things have been kind of tough lately. Tough in the sense of employment. I am working and am grateful for the chance to take care of my responsibilities, but I am soooo unhappy and really want a change. I have been on my grind trying to find something new, but nothing. And to be honest, I've been applying to a lot of things that would keep me comfortable. They have my interest, but not all of them are directly related to the arts. It's becoming so frustrating that I just am really questioning, "God, what else do you want me to do? Where else am I suppose to look?"
I was talking to someone today and we were talking about passions and I think that's just it right there. I really need to just jump after my passion. I don't know where to begin, but I have to start the search. That may mean more rejections, that may mean being pulled out of my comfort zone, that may mean moving to another state. I have no clue. And I know because of all the MaineDrama stuff I've been doing I have been so tied to this area, thinking that if I moved that would be the end of this production company. There goes my connections, my know, the ease of it all. But if this is what I am passionate about then wherever I go, this company will follow. May be a little bit harder, but wouldn't it be worth it?
So to the next chapter, where that leads me...I honestly don't know.
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