For the past couple of days I have been on an emotional ride. It's been hard to focus on things that I need to because of present circumstances. For the past year and a half I have been battling some issues. Within the last couple of days, they have really been rearing their ugly heads. While I have found encouragement and distractions here and there, they are never long-lasting. Even to the point where I creatively don't feel like I can do what I need to do.
As I pursue one big goal of mine, there are many things that are trying to throw me ten steps back. I understand and recognize this but can't help but fall victim to it from time to time.
I called this blog "MaineDrama in the making..." to talk about my journey to start my own production company and produce my first play. But I realized that MaineDrama is not only a company but a new me. Different from undergrad. Different from two years ago. Different even from a couple of months ago. MaineDrama is ever-evolving.
I am trying to fight the roadblocks and keep moving closer to what I can see myself achieving. But there are definitely those moments when the creativity stops, the motivation stops, the thought that I can do this stops.
MaineDrama in the making...a little bigger than I thought.
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